Change of Course

I don’t know exactly where I’m at in my life right now. One moment I’m the happiest guy you know, and then 5 minuets later I’m…just sad. And it sucks because there’s ways to fix it but I’m too afraid to take that step. Do I like the feeling of true constant sadness? Or am I just afraid? I look back at things I’ve said and written in the past and I feel..like alot of what’s was said is wrong. It makes it clearer since now I can see from a different perspective. But the weird part is that I don’t feel any different. Like I’m in a different place in my life…that by now I’d know how to fix these things that consume my life. And that I’d be willing to take whatever risk comes with fixing these things. Hopefully I can make some decisions soon.

😠😑😠😑😠😑😠😑😠😑😠 happy fucking 4th of July. πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ

My life needs to chillax ξŒ‡ξ„ΏξŠ

Shiiiiittttt

Feel sick

Will there ever be a day when I don’t have to share you? You mean everything to me but there’s only so much I can take.

A year and 2 months

Is what it took to get us back together officially. Glad to have you back babe. I love you. We can get through this

You

You are my joy and pain. I’m missing the good times. I may have said some things I shouldn’t of but it’s the truth. So is this how it ends?

Put on the fucking back burner again! Really!?! FTS

I guess I’ll always be your second best

Blasting the blue devils “the beat my heart skipped” in my car tonight took my mind off a bunch of different things. I need to do this more often. Tomorrow night..1930 :)

Oh and fuck both of you. :)

I like how you expected me to believe that everything would be cool.

Do you realize somethings wrong?

mirandarein1218:

Ohhh yessss ;P
yeuuppp like a badass(:





Fuck yeah!

mirandarein1218:

Ohhh yessss ;P

yeuuppp like a badass(:

Fuck yeah!

Had a run in with a true friend and a not true friend in the same night. I covered your back so why couldn’t you cover mine?